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Unwind

by Medvedi

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theanhedonianslove A vital, inspiring collection of pop-punk infused tunes perfect for high-velocity movement down interstates and 10-sets, with unsettling, anti-status-quo heart-on-sleeve lyricism. This album confirms what "Upside Down" suggested: Medvedi are bonafide indie-rock badasses. Favorite track: Say Goodbye.
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1.
Feeling like it’s always the same Ride my bike in-between these trolley lanes Man, I haven’t seen you in days and days and days Can I delete the ego that I create Looking at my phone just feels like a waste Watch me while I throw time away, away, away I lie to myself saying that I’ve figured this out I get high by myself and play another beat on my drums Is life all we’ve got? Then what are we living for I want to go hike somewhere I’ve never been before No place left to park my van Sold my car so I could travel with friends Damn, I’m out of money again, again, again I lie to myself saying that I’ve figured this out I’m going to get high all by myself and play another beat on my drums Is life all we’ve got? Then what are we living for I want to go hike somewhere I’ve never been before I lie to myself saying that nothing’s wrong Can I find myself if I’ve been here all along I try my best but it never feels like enough I want to ride my bike across town tonight
2.
Let Me Down 01:39
Back at where we began The world’s still spinning but we’re not moving Put your oil in our water, spray your tear gas in the air What you see is what you know When you have everything can you still see people hurt Solicitation is a crime, sign your name down on the line Run and hide Ain’t no time like your time The earth ain’t big enough This life ain’t long enough To fix the mess we put in place As much as I have faith You still won’t change You pick me up to let me Can’t slow down All around me Everybody Wants to forget it Can you cure it If you desert it Try and convert it Nothing is worthless If you buy it If you try it Run and hide it Stay inside
3.
Baby, when ya coming home I can see heaven When we’re on the phone I can see heaven Unarmed, attacked Does it make you feel better to see me so bitter When it all comes back The days are moving slow And I can sleep forever When I’m feeling kind of low I can run forever Want to hold you in my arms Take you by the hand Make you fall in love again Make you fall in love again Show you things you’ve never seen Give you everything Sing our favorite melodies Sing our favorite melodies Waiting forever Bad weather always seems to come at the worst time I want you to feel better But I can’t read your mind Baby, I want to make things right I can see heaven Think about you day and night I can see heaven
4.
Cosmos 03:22
I believe in something But I don’t want to call it god I sacrifice my obligation When you compromise the truth While you spread your ideals The world falls apart You’re pulling us apart Pulling us apart Pulling us apart Selling land to make a living They say we can share the wealth While they hoard all the riches And then throw away the earth While you tell me who to be All I see is more hypocrisy You sound so good when you speak Sound so good when you speak You sound so good when you speak Don’t lose your mind When it’s all that you can change If we could talk I think it’d be a better place We are the same We all feel the same pain We are tired of war We are tired of hate
5.
Temporary 02:32
Sitting in my room, I hear cars pass by You were once here too, I guess everything is temporary Wonder where I’d be if you didn’t leave Are you really me Streetlights led me home when I realized I was free I’m not old but I’m older than I want to be Couldn’t see a thing underneath it all I see peace like a light at the end of a tunnel It feels so long Since I’ve been here It feels so strange to be back home It feels so sad to see you gone It feels so strange (temporary) Carson and I started our first band Javi and I went on our first tour together My dad and I used to talk on the phone Everyone has their time and then they go
6.
These nights out with you I wish I could talk right now over everybody else I know you can’t hear me speak But if I could tell you what I think I’d say Baby, you’re fine Baby, you’ll find out What’s been bugging you What’s in front of you You know I’ve been there too I have nothing but love for you If you’d let me talk to you I’d say Baby, you’re fine Baby, you’re finally Becoming the thing you’re supposed to be Life is tragedy but you don’t have to feel so bad Baby, you’re fine You don’t have to be afraid of anything
7.
Give me a reason to stay Holy book says obey Say you love me and tell me you’re running away Did you think that I would miss you when you left Love is just a word and words don’t calm you down When you’re freaking out There’s a demon in me There’s one in you Scream and shout till I pass out and become brand new Did you think that you could cure me with your faith God is just the thought of everything Nobody is listening to you I always wished you were dead Go to sleep, go to bed On the floor with a bullet inside of your head I guess this is goodbye, dad I wish I could have loved you
8.
Unwind 01:49
I see Right through You’re already there swimming in my head Unwind Take your time Enjoy life Running I feel Apart of it all I’m still swimming in your hair Unwind I need more time Don’t wanna die Forget Your own skin Everything is ending and starting again Conscious of ourselves Like nothing else
9.
It’s not so bad Riding my bike outside The world’s depressed, I don’t know why We trade our dreams for what they want Are we free or are we stuck? Do I have to get a job? I think I’d rather sleep outside Hike and read and create art What I don’t need I won’t buy I never wanted what you advertised A pile of things meant to satisfy A consciousness unanalyzed I’m coming home I’m never coming home again Living in walls We decorate with what we own Do you feel safe when you’re alone? In my bad dreams I’m in your home Are we chasing what we really want? When we die are we really gone? I ate the fruit they said would banish me And saw the good inside humanity I’m coming home I’m on my way I’m coming home I’m never coming home again Sell your soul for what they say and promise you We’re the same but honestly, I’m glad I’m not you Consciously unconscious Armored to the core of what you hid away Is it hard to breathe with all that weight? Holding on another day
10.
Landlocked 04:48
Let go Of what you’ve been letting control All your dreams and your goals Give yourself your life Explore new things Question authority Seek harmony Put away your phone Landlocked and looking for water Trying to get out of this bubble To free myself from all the bullshit drama I throw myself against the wall Against the war they made Against our consciousness Do you control What’s inside of you Drive out west Sleep outside instead Free your head From what’s been harming you All alone All is one All we are is beating on a drum Floating in a wave underwater Listening to breezes in the air The world is our creator and our mother God does not exist inside a book Inside a book I feel you there There is meaning in this life Creating space to redefine The thoughts that we let take over our minds To free myself I go outside I go outside
11.
Say Goodbye 01:00
Running back for more Just like I knew you would Turning yourself to rubble Just to feel good I know I’m not right But I’d like to think I am I am, I am, I am, I am, I am, I am I never am Burn your eyes to live again It takes some time to fit in Can I learn to be myself Can I be somebody else Say goodbye and live
12.
Streetlights, where are you What do you see I see the moon Seeing the world away from you On my bed Wherever I decide to sleep I wish you were there On my bed No more space for the objects we create I want to let go The information age didn’t give us what we need Time to change Waking from a dream This city breathes I hold my breath, listening For a vision we haven’t seen Who are we If we refuse to show empathy Look in the mirror Who are we We know but we don’t want to change We change but we don’t want to know We know but we don’t want to change You know but you don’t want to know Oh there ain’t no place left to go We know but we don’t want to know Oh I know but I don’t want to change We change but we don’t want to know No more space for the objects we create I want to let go The information age didn’t give us what we need Time to change No more hate, no more No more shame, no more No more fear, no more No more greed, no more No more doubt, no more No more regret, no more
13.
Shadow I saw you there You’re in the yard No cars anywhere I woke up in bed Cause your broken head Controls everything Clover, come back home Onward to explore Our backyard I don’t see anyone Clover, come back home You tore up the screen door Mom What is death Will I live forever Will I suffer Clover, come back home You tore up the screen door We heard thunder roar Half asleep on the floor

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recorded live on tape at Brainville in El Paso, Texas

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released August 1, 2018

recorded by Ross Ingram
mixed and mastered by Justin Leeah
photography by Simeon Beardsley, Otto Nicli, Ben Balusek, and Chris Odom
watercolor letters by Taylor and Ben Balusek
released by Desert Drip

Ben Balusek - vocals, guitar, drums
Andy Chavez - guitar, vocals
Chris Odom - bass, vocals
Ernie Carrillo - drums, vocals

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